After about 13 years of being a christian, I became an atheist. Since then, i’ve been trying to convert people to atheism for a couple years now. Earlier this month, I became a christian again. A true christian, and it feels good and so bad at the same time. There’s two people in particular who are on my heart at the moment. My best friend, Alex. And the girl i’m in love with, Sarah. When I first became an atheist, Alex was the first person I converted. He became a true atheist and went even further with cussing at God and such, something he wouldn’t have done as a christian. When I first met Sarah last year, she was a devout christian. A wonderful girl loyal to the Lord Jesus. But in this past year before I became a christian again, i’ve slowly but surely turned her from that path. She even cusses now, something she wouldn’t have even THOUGHT about doing before. These two people have been pushed off their path to God thanks to me. I was the one who wanted them to stop being christians. But now that i’m christian again, I see the awful I have done with these two. Luckily, my best friend Alex is almost christian again. He’s not a pretty guy, but he’s a good guy at heart. Before I get into talking about Sarah, we’ve somewhat been on and off this past year. I fell in love with her at first sight, and she loved me too, but we never dated. I didn’t want to, until recently. But now I don’t even think she loves me anymore, quite honestly. But she was calling my friend Alex “eww” and I told her to put herself in her shoes, to be hated by her family and be as unfriendly looking as him, she wouldn’t want anyone calling her “eww”. She got upset I suppose, because she replied “ouch.” She’s been acting different. And I can tell she’s not a christian anymore…. It’s my responsibility to bring her back to Jesus, but what can I tell her? I told her about me converting Alex back to christianity and she told me she had to stop texting me. I think she’s hurt, and I need to help her, after all it is ALL my fault! What can I do to help Sarah and Alex? I’ve been praying on this for the past couple of days… My fellow followers in christ, what can I do? I can never ask God for forgiveness enough for what I have done…..

Ok, long list but here goes.

- I’m 15
- Asian-Canadian (born in Canada)
-Wears glasses (not nerdy ones though)
- Black hair styled similar to Daniel Craig’s
- I have above average intelligence (but not gifted)
- Christian-Catholic
- I enjoy Marksmanship and have a slick trigger finger with 90% accuracy
- Enjoys the occassional singing. Sounds a bit like Bruno Mars. high voice sounds like Prince. Attempted Michael Jackson but failed XD
- TV Shows: CSI, Everybody Hates Chris, Flashpoint, Dog the Bounty Hunter, CTV News???
- Movies: James Bond 007, Rush Hour, Kick-A**, Casino Royale, Speed, Spider-Man, Dark Knight.
- Music: Michael Jackson, Bruno Mars, Stevie Wonder, Marvin Gaye, Chris Cornell, Eminem
- Enjoys watching Chris Rock
- Conservative on Crime
- Wants to become a Police Officer when I’m older.
- Past crushes (for some reason) all looked similar to Chloe Moretz (yeah, had a crush on her too)
- Never had a girlfriend
- Never really had the guts to talk to a new girl
- Likes my drinks shaken, not stirred (except for soft drinks. I’d prefer neither method for that)
- Good at playing cards (Won $8500 in fake money in a Teen Casino on a cruise)
- A member of the Royal Canadian Air Cadets (which means I’m literally sworn in to serve Her Majesty the Queen)
- I know how to treat a girl well
- I travel a lot. I’ve been to Hong Kong, New York City, Bermuda, Macau, Vegas, China.

So, what do you think?

Please no answers like you’re a freak get out. Only honest answers please.

Also, I’m a total sh*t magnet when it comes to things sometimes. For example, I’ve been targeted by a small gang of white supremacists (whom I single-handedly took on, and won)

And my relationships don’t last too long. My closest ever to a girlfriend was dated for three hours (that was because it was on a vacation).

Heck to provide a pic I even went through the trouble of making an account on espin network for the sole purpose of providing a picture because twitter pics aren’t big enough.

http://www.espin.com/profile.php?sid=c2803f13f1cceccac3e2b80e68202d96&mid=1phs71201040&click=nav

Suffered from relationship trauma (from a vacation) and is now starting to fall towards the palyer route

cool; dancin then outa control

www.onlinemoneymania.tk www.mymdm2010.blogspot.com

I think it has become obvious that Edge and Christian ARE indeed my favorite tag team and when ever i watch Rob & Big and this song plays i ALWAYS think of EandC so i had to make this sorry its so short this was the only version with good quality well Enjoy peeps Remeber E and C so totally reek of awesomeness

What’s a good gift?

im christian , and i grew up a christian , as i grew up my mother(who was a very strict christian)would never let me play with the muslim girls outside , she did not like them , but now im older and i have a bunch of friends from diferrent religions and a few gay/bisexual friends, so i was wondering if thats ok?i dont hate people of diferrent religions like my mother, so thats why im asking.

Who would show up?

I’m in Seattle. COME ON OVER.

What atheists must do when Christian friends disown them.

Im 30 in a couple of months and came out of a broken engagement just over a year ago. He really broke my heart and I had totally loved him and getting over being alone when we had planned our future has been so hard. It’s been made worse by the fact that my Gran died too and she brought me up with me mum. Now the only family I have is my Mum and getting married and having my own family was something that I had felt blessed with.

Anyway, my Mum’s friends at church have commented to her how beautiful I am and what a lovely person I am. It’s not that I dont believe them but I just dont really have much confidence in myself. Guys dont ask me out. The guy I was with was my first serious boyfriend. Why do guys not approach me and ask me out? There is one guy that I do youth group with and he’s lovely. I play hard to get and although we joke around Id love to go out wtih him. He is kind and a really nice Christian guy. How do I get him to ask me without seeming desperate?

I find internet dating sites hard as I am a virgin and a Christian. I dont want to have sex until im in a serious relationship. I dont think many guys would wait.

How can I boost my confidence and feel good about myself rather than running away from guys I like. How do I forget the nasty man who hurt me? How can I know I will meet someone lovely Am I getting too old for a family?

Thankyou xxx